Last night was another long night. He was still trying to call me. Three times separately on my three phones. But I answered nothing. I just stared at the ringing phones. And my eyes was busy reading his long messages.
He says it's easy for me to forget one like him, who never made any sense. He assures me of his love despite my withdrawal to our relationship. He hopes me to change my mind, and is pleading for me to send him reply, whether it be bad.
Sigh was my silent answer. Then feeling sorry for myself and to him, I said, please give me peace of mind. He was still trying to call before midnight. I was still wide awake, maybe just like him, I feel so hurt that I can't sleep.
And then what? Shall I regret? No. But I do admit, (I must) that I am so hurt. And I can't help but think of the days he is referring to - when finally we will be together again.
This is what I wanted. In few days, I may get over these. I promise!
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