Friday, August 15, 2008

To Anie

To my dearest friend in Qatar:

It's been a very long time that we haven't seen each other. Yet I am so grateful for there still remained our sincere communication. My ups and downs I constantly shared to you, simply through SMS. It was of great importance to me, I have known real friendship throughout this time. First day of college experience had begun this friendship I secretly treasure in the deepest of my being.

We are now engineers, in different fields, as what we have eyed 8 years ago. I am so happy for your feats, from one country to another, you traveled for work's sake. While I also feel blessed for having a work I wanted and I am not difficult at.

Everything was fine except things with me. I was very open to you except for one thing I believed it should only be said at the right time. But I was worried I've shared it to you, and as i was expecting, you'll get mad and worst, judge me.

I've explained. Your 'bye" was all I got. I understand you. Even if I were on your shoes, I would be more than surprised. Foolish me. This is all my fault.

My extreme honesty was the last thing I knew to lessen the pain I have at heart.

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