Candy Pangilinan was declared by Baguio people as a persona non grata after saying ‘tao po ako, hnd ako Igorot!’. Hayden Kho is also recently considered a persona non grata in Palawan, Katrina Halili’s province, and also in Sen. Bong Revilla’s office after the expose of sex video scandals.
Unwelcome person. That is a persona non grata. I was thinking…do I have personae non gratae in my life?A few, maybe. Some people I encountered and most likely that I don’t want to see them any longer and get in touch with. People who have hurt me and those who have left grave wrong impressions and unlikable conduct. (haha). I am a choosy person. When I meet someone, at that very instant, I can say already if I like him long time or he/she doesn’t deserve any second look. But of course i don’t totally ignore those persons, as I consider that first impressions don’t necessarily last.
Ex lovers can’t be friends -that’s for me. And definitely, they are personae non gratae! :)) Reasons not needed to elaborate it further.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
Attitude
I am a crowd hater, I supposed. Being with a large company makes me so anxious and uncomfortable. I don’t know, maybe it’s because I always prefer being alone.
Yet in the convention I have just attended at NIA Convention Hall, (a GE affair), I was particularly moved by one of the concluding lecture of Prof. Lopez (he was one of our speakers for the technical sessions). It was something about ATTITUDE.
Here it is:
A Small TRUTH to make life 100%
If A,B,C,D,E….up to Z is equal to
1,2,3,4,5…up to 26 respectively:
HARDWORK
H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K
8+1+18+14+4+23+15+18+11 = 98
KNOWLEDGE
K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96
LOVE? L+O+V+E
12+15+22+5 = 54
SEX? S+E+X
19+5+24 = 48
LUCK? L+U+C+K
12+21+3+11 = 47
(don’t most of us think these are the most important???)
Then, what makes 100?
Is it MONEY? . . . . NO!!!
M+O+N+E+Y
13+15+14+5+25 = 72
LEADERSHIP? . . . . NO!!!!
L+E+A+D+E+R+S+H+I+P
12+5+1+4+5+18+19+9+16 = 89
Every problem has a solution, if we perhaps change our ATTITUDE
To go to the top,
to that 100,
what we really need to go further is to…
look at our “ATTITUDE”
A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100!!!!
Amazing!
Yet in the convention I have just attended at NIA Convention Hall, (a GE affair), I was particularly moved by one of the concluding lecture of Prof. Lopez (he was one of our speakers for the technical sessions). It was something about ATTITUDE.
Here it is:
A Small TRUTH to make life 100%
If A,B,C,D,E….up to Z is equal to
1,2,3,4,5…up to 26 respectively:
HARDWORK
H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K
8+1+18+14+4+23+15+18+11 = 98
KNOWLEDGE
K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96
LOVE? L+O+V+E
12+15+22+5 = 54
SEX? S+E+X
19+5+24 = 48
LUCK? L+U+C+K
12+21+3+11 = 47
(don’t most of us think these are the most important???)
Then, what makes 100?
Is it MONEY? . . . . NO!!!
M+O+N+E+Y
13+15+14+5+25 = 72
LEADERSHIP? . . . . NO!!!!
L+E+A+D+E+R+S+H+I+P
12+5+1+4+5+18+19+9+16 = 89
Every problem has a solution, if we perhaps change our ATTITUDE
To go to the top,
to that 100,
what we really need to go further is to…
look at our “ATTITUDE”
A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100!!!!
Amazing!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Am I falling inLove?
It's crazy. Yes. I'm thinking of someone who constantly rings my phone with his messages, amidst his busy schedule and tough job, he seems not to forget me at all. And he says I love You. I wanted to cry. Why do I have to feel something I've been longing for from my almost-three-year relationship?
I've asked God for a sign already. And with amazement, He gave that sign to me. I was teary eyed last night when I am realizing what a fool I am to keep exchanging messages with him, nearly rejecting my man's call just to keep our exchange of messages updated.
I can feel his sincerity. And it makes me shiver when I start to think of starting something NEW. It makes me smile and thinking of our possible moments together and of the future just simply makes me glee with gladness. Am I excited?
I want a happy family. I want someone who loves me without any other priorities. Could he be the real one?
I've asked God for a sign already. And with amazement, He gave that sign to me. I was teary eyed last night when I am realizing what a fool I am to keep exchanging messages with him, nearly rejecting my man's call just to keep our exchange of messages updated.
I can feel his sincerity. And it makes me shiver when I start to think of starting something NEW. It makes me smile and thinking of our possible moments together and of the future just simply makes me glee with gladness. Am I excited?
I want a happy family. I want someone who loves me without any other priorities. Could he be the real one?
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
I can't..
Sometimes I just can't find the answers I want with the too many questions that bother me. Maybe all of us get in a point where we can't simply find answers, and when we can't accept the truth that's slowly clears the issues in us. It makes me upset..and confused. For the times I want to seriously think of it, I start to feel guilty and afraid.
The truth will set me free! Maybe I need to accept the truth..or maybe I have to be blunt to myself, in a way that I could clarify what's happening.
Being in an almost three-year relationship makes me start to feel incomplete and tired. Honestly, I can't explain why I am feeling that way. It seems I am concentrating in his too many lapses in our relationships, making every simple mistake unforgivable, making me demanding, comparing. I am becoming unfair. It's all because of the confusion I am experiencing.
I am guilty of thinking of other man aside from my man. But who could tell me this is wrong? The things I see now are the 'wrongs' in our relationship, the long waiting, the petty quarrels. And adding the fact that my attention is driven by someone who says he loves me and he'll wait. I can feel his sincerity and truthfulness, that's why thinking of his words resulted to my unexplainable behavior towards my real man.
I am bothered. I wish for a peaceful relationship. I think and I am sure, that someone can give me peace. But I had my words for my man. I am thinking of all the times we've been through, and the fact that we survived all odds, the fights and the downs.
Oh God, am I losing my senses.. This is not easy. What if I am just afraid to say bye to my man? And what if I am just afraid to take the beautiful chance of loving someone whom I think will make me happy?
The truth will set me free! Maybe I need to accept the truth..or maybe I have to be blunt to myself, in a way that I could clarify what's happening.
Being in an almost three-year relationship makes me start to feel incomplete and tired. Honestly, I can't explain why I am feeling that way. It seems I am concentrating in his too many lapses in our relationships, making every simple mistake unforgivable, making me demanding, comparing. I am becoming unfair. It's all because of the confusion I am experiencing.
I am guilty of thinking of other man aside from my man. But who could tell me this is wrong? The things I see now are the 'wrongs' in our relationship, the long waiting, the petty quarrels. And adding the fact that my attention is driven by someone who says he loves me and he'll wait. I can feel his sincerity and truthfulness, that's why thinking of his words resulted to my unexplainable behavior towards my real man.
I am bothered. I wish for a peaceful relationship. I think and I am sure, that someone can give me peace. But I had my words for my man. I am thinking of all the times we've been through, and the fact that we survived all odds, the fights and the downs.
Oh God, am I losing my senses.. This is not easy. What if I am just afraid to say bye to my man? And what if I am just afraid to take the beautiful chance of loving someone whom I think will make me happy?
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Love Awaits
Keeping in touch with some old friends is one of the treasures I consider in my life. After several months of not sharing, still there is a bond felt when given a chance to share what's currently happening in our own lives. At least, despite the distance, updating each other means excitement and eagerness, wishing each other with all the bests in everything.
I have a former room mate and friend whose love affair with his man is somewhat related with mine, with ups and downs, with crazy doings and all of that kind, but having failed to say goodbye after all the flaws.
Women take things and situations very differently from men! While we stay too emotional and too concern with every little detail of their deed, sometimes we forget that they are created differently from us, and we simply forget that they don't react to things the way expect them to.
With our sharing, I realized I am far luckier than my friend. It's just that I don't experience all his sacrifices for his man, I think my man shows me love just enough for me to believe that i should stop worrying for our relationship.
He doesn't say goodbye even if what I always do is to drive him out of my life. I show my worst. But he holds on.
We love for different reasons. Sometimes it may mean we have to sacrifice great things and not expect anything in return. Or we may just have to be blessed enough to be loved by somebody.
I have a former room mate and friend whose love affair with his man is somewhat related with mine, with ups and downs, with crazy doings and all of that kind, but having failed to say goodbye after all the flaws.
Women take things and situations very differently from men! While we stay too emotional and too concern with every little detail of their deed, sometimes we forget that they are created differently from us, and we simply forget that they don't react to things the way expect them to.
With our sharing, I realized I am far luckier than my friend. It's just that I don't experience all his sacrifices for his man, I think my man shows me love just enough for me to believe that i should stop worrying for our relationship.
He doesn't say goodbye even if what I always do is to drive him out of my life. I show my worst. But he holds on.
We love for different reasons. Sometimes it may mean we have to sacrifice great things and not expect anything in return. Or we may just have to be blessed enough to be loved by somebody.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Monday, Bad Day!
I hate Mondays.
All I could think of is NEGATIVE! I have a lots of maps to do, drawings to arrange, computations to check....! Whoa. I am always scared of Mondays!
And my period is here. It do mean I need to adjust for more patience and severe 'understanding', make my moth shut when I tempt to say bad words, so and so.
But my fingers could not just behave! Ops! I mean in texting. There I pour all bads that I feel, and worst - it's the man out there who receives all my immature words and suffer my mood swing. I am demanding, irrational, unreasonable, blah and blah.
His aunt and cousin just arrived from the US and I feel so unloved and unwanted. Al I wanted for him to do is to associate me with all his plans and their activities, whatever he does, i believe I should always be remembered.
I am assured that he is faithful and he keeps his words, but I just can't simply wait for him to remember me when he is free.
He calls when he has time, he sends me SMS when he is not driving, and all..but I still I feel sick and not contented.
I want him by my side.
And I am depressed.
All I could think of is NEGATIVE! I have a lots of maps to do, drawings to arrange, computations to check....! Whoa. I am always scared of Mondays!
And my period is here. It do mean I need to adjust for more patience and severe 'understanding', make my moth shut when I tempt to say bad words, so and so.
But my fingers could not just behave! Ops! I mean in texting. There I pour all bads that I feel, and worst - it's the man out there who receives all my immature words and suffer my mood swing. I am demanding, irrational, unreasonable, blah and blah.
His aunt and cousin just arrived from the US and I feel so unloved and unwanted. Al I wanted for him to do is to associate me with all his plans and their activities, whatever he does, i believe I should always be remembered.
I am assured that he is faithful and he keeps his words, but I just can't simply wait for him to remember me when he is free.
He calls when he has time, he sends me SMS when he is not driving, and all..but I still I feel sick and not contented.
I want him by my side.
And I am depressed.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Freaky Me!
My female nature simply explains my freaky attitude whenever I'm near my cycle. It's just that I can't control my anger, I get easily angered. I get easily bored and depressed, I wanna yell my words with everybody who seem not to get directly what I am saying!
More so that when it comes to work, I think I am a bit perfectionist, I see no excuse why someone had to commit mistake. I am stupid to be one because I do commit errors too, but almost all the time, I think these errors can be simply corrected. I am cautious in my work, get the data properly and focus on them to arrive at a good result. Maybe this is why I just feel disgusted whenever I encounter my workmates' poor output and wrong work approach, it drives me insane and it pushes me to utter hurting words sometimes.
I hate to be wrong as much as possible, it depresses me when I commit mistakes! And when my expectations are not met, the more that I feel unloved and not given importance. This is very true of me in love's aspect. I believe I deserve to be loved the way I treat him, and that for all of the time, I am expecting for a greater reward of what I give.
I am wishing and praying for something to happen in my life now. I can't tell as of now but i am fervently praying and hoping that God will give me that blessing, it's been what I am waiting for all of my life.
Please Lord.!
More so that when it comes to work, I think I am a bit perfectionist, I see no excuse why someone had to commit mistake. I am stupid to be one because I do commit errors too, but almost all the time, I think these errors can be simply corrected. I am cautious in my work, get the data properly and focus on them to arrive at a good result. Maybe this is why I just feel disgusted whenever I encounter my workmates' poor output and wrong work approach, it drives me insane and it pushes me to utter hurting words sometimes.
I hate to be wrong as much as possible, it depresses me when I commit mistakes! And when my expectations are not met, the more that I feel unloved and not given importance. This is very true of me in love's aspect. I believe I deserve to be loved the way I treat him, and that for all of the time, I am expecting for a greater reward of what I give.
I am wishing and praying for something to happen in my life now. I can't tell as of now but i am fervently praying and hoping that God will give me that blessing, it's been what I am waiting for all of my life.
Please Lord.!
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