My female nature simply explains my freaky attitude whenever I'm near my cycle. It's just that I can't control my anger, I get easily angered. I get easily bored and depressed, I wanna yell my words with everybody who seem not to get directly what I am saying!
More so that when it comes to work, I think I am a bit perfectionist, I see no excuse why someone had to commit mistake. I am stupid to be one because I do commit errors too, but almost all the time, I think these errors can be simply corrected. I am cautious in my work, get the data properly and focus on them to arrive at a good result. Maybe this is why I just feel disgusted whenever I encounter my workmates' poor output and wrong work approach, it drives me insane and it pushes me to utter hurting words sometimes.
I hate to be wrong as much as possible, it depresses me when I commit mistakes! And when my expectations are not met, the more that I feel unloved and not given importance. This is very true of me in love's aspect. I believe I deserve to be loved the way I treat him, and that for all of the time, I am expecting for a greater reward of what I give.
I am wishing and praying for something to happen in my life now. I can't tell as of now but i am fervently praying and hoping that God will give me that blessing, it's been what I am waiting for all of my life.
Please Lord.!
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