Monday, Bad Day!

I hate Mondays.

All I could think of is NEGATIVE! I have a lots of maps to do, drawings to arrange, computations to check....! Whoa. I am always scared of Mondays!

And my period is here. It do mean I need to adjust for more patience and severe 'understanding', make my moth shut when I tempt to say bad words, so and so.

But my fingers could not just behave! Ops! I mean in texting. There I pour all bads that I feel, and worst - it's the man out there who receives all my immature words and suffer my mood swing. I am demanding, irrational, unreasonable, blah and blah.

His aunt and cousin just arrived from the US and I feel so unloved and unwanted. Al I wanted for him to do is to associate me with all his plans and their activities, whatever he does, i believe I should always be remembered.

I am assured that he is faithful and he keeps his words, but I just can't simply wait for him to remember me when he is free.

He calls when he has time, he sends me SMS when he is not driving, and all..but I still I feel sick and not contented.

I want him by my side.

And I am depressed.