Death scares me a lot as of now. Honestly, I don’t want it to happen to me the soonest. Maybe I am becoming so pessimist, but there is a truth in it. Death can happen anytime, like a theft and fast as a wind or even faster than the blink of an eye!
While I am always alone at night before sleeping, death suddenly comes in my mind, it makes me shiver a bit. What if something untoward happens, and I die, everything will be gone, memory, thoughts, feelings will disappear. Will I be around as a soul, invisible, can’t touch things, can’t cry, can’t speak and can’t be heard? Oh my God!
How will the news shock my family and friends? Who will know my ATM pincodes, my email password, my cellphone’s pincode? There is so much that they do not know. What will they say when they’ll read my diaries written years ago? They’ll know my secrets and heartaches. There is so much that I keep for myself, of course, as these things are personal and private. So it will be the end of my friendster too? I guess my profile will remain, as there will be no one to cancel my account, maybe it will just expire and gone too.
I hate thinking all these things! Death. I am not ready, Lord. There are so many things I wanted to do, I want to have a family of my own, I want to grow old with the man I love..
Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives.
True! We all die. Yet not all of us live a life. A life with sense.
Maybe I should bother myself how to live my life well. Saka na ang death. So that when I’ll no longer be here, I will have no regrets.
Where will I be?
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