Yesterday, I've opened up to a friend. I was relieved. With everything that has been going on in my life, in my relationship, there I've found refuge. With God, I slowly set my mind clear and relaxed for the first time.
He still kept on sending me messages last night. I was numb not to respond to his message this morning as I sit in my chair in the office. He reminds me that he really loves me very much and he will always be there, and he will wait when will i finally decide to accept him again.
I've closed my eyes for a minute. In my mind, I've figured out what might be his look upon sending me such message. I've thought of the same patient face that has never been erased in my head for two years now.
I will come back to you. But now, I need time to think and remake my thoughts.
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